oh hi, youre not supposed to see this

I was in my deepest moments during this time, I really almost end my life twice.

I cant express how grateful I am to people who supported me.

I'm doing fine now but life still sucks.

If you found this page, please dont question about it.

Hello everyone I just wanted to say, thank you for everything.

My life sucks everything went to hell, and I think I may gonna end my life.
I've already nearly attempted suicide around march 2025 because of same thing happened.
I’ve had suicidal thoughts for months.

I dont even believe in god anymore, nothing really matters.
If hell exists, then I'm deserved to be there.
I dont think I'm deserved to live in this world, I dont have a purpose.
I'm sorry that I was hiding this the entire time.
I'm sorry that I didn't talked to anyone before doing any this.
I wish none of this will happen.
I cant believe I'm writing this now.
I dont know what will happen next.

why did I want to commit suicide?
It’s about my parents fighting and divorcing, my future life, stress, and depression.

I'm publishing all my Animation, Art, Blender, and GFX projects from 2021-2026 just for you guys want to see: HardBucks' Stuff | Download Everything (~6GB)
This website will become lost media on 2026/04/07 because of domain name expiration.
If this website got taken down, then I dont know anymore.

please dont think seriously on me, focus on your lifes.
just reminder: I'm just a random person on Internet.

Mom, Dad you raised me very well, and I'm sorry for what I've have done.

and thank you again for everything.

● [Redacted] (aka HardBucks)
20 January 2026